Two nights ago while laying in bed talking with my sister I got this weird feeling, almost as though I had urinated on myself. I quickly went to the restroom, and was in complete shock. My undergarments and pants were covered in bright red blood and clots. I immediately called my doctor who recommended I go to the emergency room for an ultrasound, to confirm whether or not that was a miscarriage. To be completely honest, I thought the worst. I had never bleed like that ever in my life, let alone while pregnant. As I sat in the ER waiting for the ultrasound all I could think of its "what did I do wrong" & "why me". Not to mention C & S's shattered hopes and dreams.
The ultrasound later should a very healthy and active little one still in my uterus with a healthy little heart beat. I swear I can't even begin to explain how happy and overwhelmed with emotion I was. I was later discharged and told to follow up with my reproductive endocrinologist within a day.
That was the most horrible scare I've ever experienced throughout any of my pregnancies. By the grace of God everything was absolutely perfectly fine with C & S's little one and with me aswell.
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